| ~battlers |
[04 Dec 2020|01:51pm] |
 there is a light in you i have fallen into, fall in too. put all your weapons away, i won't fight you just to spite you. put all your weapons away, and your mask, it's falling anyway, falling away. and if love is a war, i won't have it anymore.( Read more... )
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| everything old feels new again. |
[25 Jul 2011|10:30pm] |
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| march 1. |
[01 Mar 2011|10:23pm] |
omgosh, so happy this month is over :-[ not that nursing freddie back to health didn't have its perks, but i feel like i went underground for a little bit there! DDDD: what's happened since i've been playing nursemaid??? i hope everyone is wonderful and well and recovering from the candygram fiasco. i'm still hoping we can get more of an answer than we have already. getting nearly-speared by your boyfriend is slightly traumatizing.
happy march, lovelies! ♥
FILTERED TO FREDDIE:so. speaking of. do you think we could talk? FILTERED TO HYEWON:lunch tomorrow? <333333
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| february 17. |
[17 Feb 2011|06:16pm] |
what the hell is going on??? hyewon and freddie are both up on the hospital floor. i'm sitting with them but this is officially getting really, really worrisome :'((( idk if this is related to yesterday, but i don't think am pretty sure freddie wouldn't kill me, even for cheating on him :|||| he lost a lot of blood :-/ oops.
ugh. camulus. :'(
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| february 12. |
[12 Feb 2011|10:46pm] |
i'm having a bad night D: someone cheer me up with cute animals and other amazing wonders from the intrawebz plzzzzz D: D: D:
FILTERED TO FREDDIE:sigh. i'm having a bad night :(
i can't sleep because all i can think about is the fact that loki is probably going to descend on the school at any minute and, idk, dig out my brain matter from my ears. i'm so unsettled and i want to know what's going on because i feel like dad didn't give me the whole story. and on top of it, i tried to talk to helmi today about training and she helped a LOT, but then she said this whole thing about overcoming my curse and about being prepared to face difficult things in the arena:
With Freddie you are going to need to be ruthless. Make an alliance with him, work together to make it to the last round. But when you are in the last round you need to do this for you...you need to be completely prepared to watch him die...We need to have you able to know that you could be destroying Freddie's chance to achieve his goals and dreams and still not hesitate.
i can't do any of that!!! i don't even want to do any of that!!! but maybe she's right. maybe i wa i just think we haven't talked about how complicated this could be. i'm scared of what's going to happen between us. i'm really scared of what that arena will do to me and to you. relationships are hard even when we aren't forced to stomp one another's dreams out. i'm freaking out rn!!! D:
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| february 4. |
[04 Feb 2011|06:03pm] |
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well, it's been a crazy rush week! i just wanted to say, first of all, congrats to the amazon pledges for working their cute little bums off to perform all the tasks we asked of them :') i'd also like to say thanks to omega for not killing us being such good sports and for remembering that pranks are just that -- pranks!!! i will totally make it up to you guys, so pls let me know what i can do :***
the rest of it was meant in fun, too, but i really am sorry if anyone's feelings were hurt :> someone has suggested that the camera technology may have perhaps underexaggerated certain features in the now infamous photo. i can neither confirm nor deny this allegation ;-)
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE PLEDGING! being in a society makes the camulus experience, so prepare for an amazing four years if you've decided to sign up. i'm sure you'll all do brilliantly :DDDD
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| february 1. |
[01 Feb 2011|07:56pm] |
i am SO EXCITED for amazon rush day tomorrow!!! :D i basically love all the pledges already and i'm proud of you, because it is going to be an incredibly intense day :[[[ our pledge master is the best and scariest, so you better bring your a-game. remember, no tears! all cheers :> you'll do fabulously and if you don't, there's always psi ;)
in other news, axiom jr. sounds like the most amazing experience ever, i keysmashed for five minutes this morning: skdjfskdhfkdshjfksjdhf :D SO EXCITED. best day ever omg :')
FILTERED TO AMAZONS:OH MY GOD YOU ARE NEVER GOING TO GUESS WHAT I DID!!!
so, hearing about abe's exploits, i decided that he would be an EXCELLENT treasure for our pledges tomorrow :> :> :> with but a few strokes of my blackberry keyboard, abe is now under the delusion that he is coming over here tomorrow night to get busy with me. this means that we MUST MUST MUST capitalize him, particularly in the buff, and use him for our ends.
THOUGHTS? IDEAS? FEELINGS? lkjdkjdfkhj so excited!!! :') FILTERED TO FREDDIE:umm i am pretty much the funniest person ever, you're never going to believe what i have done. ps did you like my back massage? i fell asleep before i could ask!
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| january 25 |
[25 Jan 2011|10:29pm] |
happy birthday to the BEST friend in the entire world. i love you times a thousand and i am v v v happy that you put up with me. please continue to do so for the next 21 years of your life! :* :* :*
ps -- today is freddie's 21st, which means this weekend? we are all getting LEGALLY licked ;-)
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| january 22 |
[22 Jan 2011|10:13pm] |
oh my gosh, being back has been amazing *_* thanks to everyone who made the amazon party a smashing success. omega, we are over. :[ also, freshies, very well done playing along today! you all show immense promise, methinks :* :* :*
FILTERED TO JOHNNY:seems like SOMEONE was having a good time at the amazon party ;) are you and vi a thing now? FILTERED TO FREDDIE:long time no talk. maybe we should, though. talk! i mean.
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| january 19. |
[19 Jan 2011|09:57pm] |
i don't think anyone should blame omega for what happened -- or anyone, really! because we've all been there, haven't we? ;-) and the audience likes it when we party. and "act a fool." so no one really loses even if the money is bad and we should try to do better. without having less fun! because it's important to have fun. we're young and we work hard. so i want everyone to contain themselves to the inside of the amazon house for our party and prepare themselves for some last minute dress up. the fun kind :> ladies, dust off the corsets, tack. kjdshskdjhhjd i'm so excited! :') FILTERED TO AMAZONS:so i've decided the best way to make this a memorable party (and it will be EXTREMELY memorable) is to go with a theme. gods and goddesses seemed more psi territory, so i was kind of thinking moulin rouge :> you know, decorate the house in red, have a real end-of-the-nineteenth century parisian vibe, indulge in our collective guilty pleasure of tassels... ;-) and anyway, it's like my favourite classic movie, so!!!
thoughts? FILTERED TO FREDDIE:i need your schedule to be clear on the 24th :> |
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